Jobs 4 introverts and avoidants?

Anyone know any jobs for plpl with social phobia,avoidant personalities? I can't work with plp cuz if i do ill be under constant anxiety and quit. at a less of amount time i can put on brave face pretend nothings bothering me. but i cant "fake" being cheerful/happy cuz if i do my anxiety will show through. Tried it once and plpl could tell that im very depressed. i luv being alone cuz theres no one around to Hurt,ridicule, judge,critize, embarass me. i cant go to the doctor cuz i have no insurance. i dont know how to "cope" with plp so i use a method of walking away. i want to cope but can't. i feel the more im around plp the more i want to be alone cuz if im around others long enough they will try to riducule me. i need a job cuz im tired of being broke. any jobs out there for plp like me? im willing to work!